Thursday, February 5, 2009
I love him more than I ever thought possible
Lately I have been completely amazed by my son. He is growing and learning so fast, every day he can do or say something new. He never stops moving, trying new things, or challenging himself. I am in awe of this little boy. I can't believe that we created him. Some days Ryan and I just stare at him and ask ourselves how we ever got so lucky to have such a sweet, smart, handsome, and good natured baby.
Now I wonder, am I setting expectations too high for the next one? Am I going to think new baby is also the sweetest and smartest and cutest? Do I have to stop telling Lucas that he is the best baby in the world? Maybe... I tell him I love him about a thousand times a day, and now with added hormones and him giving me hugs all the time, that number is increasing. How in the world am I going to love another child like I love Lucas? I guess I will find out.